What's on my mind?????

Well I have a lot on my mind today....

Money being the biggest one! I am in desperate need of money! We need a new place to live, so getting all of that set up is going to take money because everyone requires deposits for all of the services to be turned on. And there is no way that I am going without a phone or the internet again! No sirry bob! Not doing it and you can't make me!

I am also thinking about seriously hurting my neighbor...

He shot at my dog again today!!!!!! He is the scum of the earth and deserves to burn. I usually am a very nice person and can get a long with just about anybody, but my neighbor shot my other dog when he was just a pup of 7 months. So I have every reason to literally see red everytime I see this man, which I try to make as little as possible.

Well, I go to call my dog in after about 20 minutes of his being outside romping with the dogs next door and I barely get the door open and call my dog's name and there are two great big gun shots from the field next door. My heart literally stopped for about 4 seconds. Then went into overtime. All of the sudden the golden retriever from next door comes barreling across the field and there is another shot! I am screaming for my dog, as there is another shot, I finally see my dog high tailing it with his tail between his legs right for me.

Damn dog knocked me down he was so happy to see me. I have never seen a dog so terrified in my life. You have to see, my dog is terrified of gunshots after his brother, my other dog was shot to death right beside him. He will literally knock the door down if he hears a gunshot and we do not open it fast enough. Same thing with lightning. Must be the sound.

So now, I have the dog on a leash, which he hates, and he will not pee or poop, he just looks at me, like I am the retarded one, and I am wondering what in the world to do now?