I am starting to feel better finally....

I was really starting to wonder if I had it in me to go through the withdrawals of going off of my bipolar medicine, but I think I finally passed over the hump and am starting on my way to recovery. I am starting to get stronger again, and I am not quite so dizzy anymore. At least now I can stand up without feeling like I am going to fall over the other way, flat on my face! lol

I know that most of you are probably wondering why I am doing this to myself. Well it is pretty simple actually. I was on Medicaid before, but now with my husband having a somewhat decent paying job, they have decided that I don't qualify anymore. And I cannot afford $120 dollars for each of my medications that I was on, so I can no longer take them. We shall see.

For now, I am on the mend and hoping that my moods don't suffer too badly because of it. :)

Am I rambling?

Uh, Oh, I have the dreaded feeling that my bipolar is starting to sneak up on me again. I tend to spend more time on the computer and less time with the family when I start going into my manic phases than normal. I also tend to start rambling on a lot about weird topics. I think that is why I have become so addicted to mylot lately. I can skip around in the forums and post here and post there and not have to stick to any one thing for any length of time. Maybe it is more my ADHD that is kicked in. ;0)

It really does not help that I have been sick for the last few days either. I hate being sick, but that tends to be the story of my life. I am sick almost half the month. ugh. The thing I remember most about my childhood is pink bubblegum flavored medicine. Seriously! There was always a bottle of that crap in the fridge. I never did grow out of having a weak immune system and now I pretty much pick up anything that anyone else has. I guess it could be worse. I could be sick 100% of the time. lol

Oh well, at least I am on the mend once again and getting back to my normal self.

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JennyB